Once Again Eminem, You Hit The Nail.....

Right on the head.....

Friends, what are friends? Friends are people that you think are your friends, but they really your enemies with secret identities, and disguises to hide their true colors.  So just when you think you close enough to be brothers, they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin...

I have a lot to write about that's been going on, but truth is, I'm kind of down and out right now.  I wrote about Tara and Nicole last week and truth is, it's still bothering me.  I'm not really sure why, it just is.....  But I heard the song above, which is If I Had (in case anyone cares) and it made me think....  This is exactly how I feel about these two bitches right now.  I feel like I'm stuck in an at work version of Mean Girls.  Yeah, it's that juvenile....  But now Tara's upping her attack and starting to spread some vicious rumors about me.  What the fuck is this chick's problem?  I'm ignoring it the best I can at work, but God help me, if I see her out somewhere I'm going to jail for assault for sure.  It's one thing to talk about me, but don't bring my kids into it...

Truth is, I'd like to think I'm a good friend.  I'd do anything humanly possible for those close to me and I just got tired of giving all the time and having those two use & abuse me.  Especially Nicole.  Tara, well her dude is playing puppeteer with her and there's nothing I can do about that, so it's whatever I guess.... I do have lots of other friends and I'm going out and having good times with them, but it's not the same.  At this point things will never be the same.  The shit Tara is telling people and the deliberate things her and Nicole are doing to piss me off right now are just ridiculous.  I thank God every day that I have Sandi and Bridget with me at work to keep me level headed or I would have hurt a bitch by now and probably lost my job.  Anyways, it's all retarded shit and like someone wrote the other day "This too shall pass......"

So, what else is new?  Well, not a whole lot.  I've kind of been doing my own thing, not partying quite as hard, but that's hard to do when you're not supposed to be driving your car and it's too cold to walk anywhere.  I took the boys and we went to PA for the Thanksgiving holiday.  They were upset there was no snow this year to get out their snowboards and get some early time on them.  I spent Wednesday-Friday annoyed with kids, relatives and the fact I was stuck in a house with a cat, which I'm allergic to....  I was happy when I got to leave Friday after our shopping excursion because I had to have E home since it was Jordan's weekend.

Other than that, I've been pretty freaking boring here lately.  I have a jewelry open house on Saturday afternoon, then my boy Chocolate Bear is coming over to take some "professional" pics.  I just can't seem to get any pictures of my stuff that are actually decent.  He's got an awesome camera, so I'm hoping to get some good pictures because EVERYONE is up my ass about seeing the stuff.  It is really flattering, but I really want the stuff to be portrayed in the best possible light and the truest form, so if it's not, chances are, I'm not going to let it fly.

However all that goes, I am going to do this.  I've been bad, so bad in fact, Santa probably won't visit this year....  I haven't been posting as frequently as I used to and it's noticeable in the fact that even though I have more followers (OH HEY, BY THE WAY, WELCOME, I SUCK) my page views have gone down significantly.  I promise that starting next week I'll be posting at least three times a week through the month of December.  I'll try to make them interesting, but you know me, I go though spells.....  I'm thinking that each post will have something to do with a song lyric that I like and want to relate to the post.  Yeah, I liked when I used to do that.  What do you get my loyal readers?  You get my quality fucked up life PLUS, each time you comment, I'll put you into a drawing for a piece of my jewelry.  Those of you who use the anonymous commenting, put a name at the bottom of your comment (I don't really care if it's YOUR name) and I'll tally those that way.  You have to remember though, I'll need to know where to send the jewelry if you're the one selected, so if you're all weird about privacy & me stalking you, but still want in on the drawing, ya better get a post office box or something....  Guys, I know this really doesn't float your boat, but I have a really hard time with guy pieces of jewelry.  Consider maybe giving it as a gift to your wife/daughter/girlfriend/favorite corner walker maybe? 

Additionally anyone who sends someone to the blog that comments and says "(Insert your name here) sent me" will get an extra entry.  Just make sure to direct them to more interesting stories, you know, like last year at this time when there was far more going on in my life that was noteworthy.....  Are we all clear? 

Alright then, let the games begin!  'Tis the season!!