No, I Didn't Get Any.....

But I'm feeling a little more "put together" today.  Let me just say, this shit I've got going on is ridiculous.  I've never met dudes who weren't interested in JUST SEX.  Seriously?  If I were a guy, I would serve your species perfectly.  If a reasonably good lookin chick thought I was hot and just wanted to have sex, no strings attached, I'd do it IN A HEARTBEAT.......   I thought that's how guys were wired... I guess not.  I keep meeting these guys that want a RELATIONSHIP.  They want to love me and take care of me and blah, blah fucking blah.  Seriously?  I don't need all of that.  I just want someone around to have sex.  That's it.  I don't want to know about your life, what you've been through, how much you do or don't work, anything about your kids, none of that crap.  I want to know that you have a dick and it works, all the time.  That's it.

Is this an indication of how my weekend went?  Well yeah it is.... Tattoo Guy is out (unless he texts me, then he's back in, I'm just sayin....) because he's a workaholic.  If I wanted to be with someone who works 60 hours a week, I'd still be married.  Kyle was back in for a brief moment and now I have no idea what's going on.  Things aren't the same between me and him, so when he leaves next week, I'll be done with all that.....Maybe.....  When he came over last week I was wrecked with guilt over the way I treated him.  This is why I should have never gotten involved with him relationship wise.....  It's better to just continue to be the Ice Princess (that's how the ex-husband refers to me) and not let anyone close.  I don't need all the drama that relationships produce.  End of story....

In other news, Cassie and her kid are arriving to move in tonight.  I gotta get the house cleaned up when I get home.  Little Ev has started to see his dad, which is a post in itself that maybe I'll get to tonight.  I'm quite surprised how all of the stuff with him has turned out quite honestly.  Maybe my asshole magnet was out for repair when I met this guy.  Fuck me for not giving him more of my attention back in those days....  Oh well...

What else?  I don't know.  I'm still a little scatterbrained right now.  Hopefully by tomorrow everything will be right with the world and I can fill in everything that's gone on lately and I've got pics as well.  Stay tuned....