It's All About Feeling Better

For some reason yesterday it hit me.  I woke up after a late night out and actually felt good.  I still feel good.  It's almost like that whole section of my brain has been turned off and I'm somewhat at peace now.   Good stuff for sure.

This morning I went through my phone and got rid of a bunch of phone numbers that I'm not interested in having anymore.  As much as I wanted to delete Josh, I didn't.  I know that he and I have unfinished business that will have to be taken care of at some point.  Right now he's madder (is that a word?) than hell at me and it's making me giggle.  Stupid boy, should have known better than to mess with me because payback is certainly a bitch.....

What else?  Oh yeah, I'm returning to the scene of some of the most retarded years of my life tonight.  High school.  I actually get to walk Brandon's daily schedule and meet his teachers.  I haven't been in that building other than to go to orientation in almost 15 years.  Hell, the years I was there I didn't put in as much time as I should have, graduating with like the lowest GPA possible.  I was too busy worrying about what my friends that didn't go to school were doing and smoking pot.  I had to pay for my own college, so I took it a whole lot more serious.  I also didn't wanna be the single mom with two kids making a measly living waiting tables for the rest of my life.  I grew up watching my mom do that, so I was determined to do something with myself. Thanks mom for that lesson.....

On the boy front, Mike talked to Tattoo Guy last night, so hopefully he'll be attending the party that Tara and I are hosting this weekend.  Fingers crossed on that one.  Mike tried to get him to come out with us last night, but after working both jobs he declined.  The other ones that I was talking about the other day are still around, but I'm trying not to have much to do with any of them.  Each one of them has something I like about them, but too many things I hate about them, so I'm kinda just doing my own thing right now.   Sure, I'd like to get exclusive with someone, but I'm not settling for bullshit at this point.

Do you guys see it?  This is how totally opposite of myself I can be.  It's that ridiculous..... 

I'll leave ya today with some random pics off my phone and if I don't post again, because tomorrow is my last day of work for the week, everyone have an awesome, safe Labor Day weekend!!  I'll have plenty to talk about next week because there's a TON going on this weekend.

I took this with my phone last month.  The kid's eyes were so freaking blue that day it was freaky!!

Little E got eaten alive by something at daycare the other day.   All over his face and arms are torn up.  I was pissed when they suggested it happened at home...  Umm, I think I would have notice bites all over my kid when I got him dressed this morning, thanks assholes...

Tara and I were having a little too much fun at lunch the other day.....

She insisted this pic would be funny because it's a "big screw"....  I had to actually point out that it's some sort of bolt type thing.......