For An Escape Right Now......

Because I really don't want to talk about my real life right now, let's talk about Valentine's Day.  Last year I had a complicated one where I was seeing a great guy who was gone all the time and met one of the most amazing people I've hung out with in a long time.  I'm still kinda pissed I fucked both of those things up.  Oh well, such is life I suppose.  This year?  Well I'm playing a delicate balancing act, in which I'm not really interested in any of the players.

Ugh.  Tonight I'm seeing Josh.  Yeah, I know, I said I was never going to see him again because of all the shit he put me through.  Truth is, on some level, he's able to balance me out, just by hanging out with me, like no other person I've met in a long time.  I'm actually looking forward to seeing him since it's been months now.

Tomorrow I have plans with Sean, who I've been hanging out with like once a week.   Except for this week.  He came up to the bar twice to see me since I was there 5 consecutive days this week and didn't have time for anyone.  Yay for a boy who is taking some initiative to come and see me even though it's just sitting there mostly watching me work.

Sunday I have options, do I go out with JK, who wants to take me out for a nice dinner, or do I go out with this guy Sam I met at the bar?  Going out with Sam will probably be the equivalent of talking to a doorknob, but he's really cute....  Decisions, decisions....  I'm leaning more towards going out with JK though.

Monday is the big day.  Tara's Anti-Valentine's Day party at the bar.  I figured since I was working I might as well throw a party for all the people who hate Valentine's Day as much as I do.  It should be an interesting time since Stalker Donovan, JK and Sean have all RSVP'd that they would be there.....  Umm, great....  I'll be sure to take pics of the fights that could potentially break out from all that testosterone in one room. Ugh.

I really don't hate Valentine's Day.  I'm just not interested this year.....  Last year at least I got a sweet pair of hooker boots and dinner at the Top of the World in the Stratosphere.  This year is probably going to amount to drunk sex and.......  Oh, well, that's probably it.....  Hmm....  Strangely pathetic for me....