Responding To All The Comments

Ok, because I obviously suck, I'm going to address them all in this post, then we'll move on to talking about my ridiculously dysfunctional weekend.

On "The Opportunity of a Lifetime"

All of you are absolutely right.  If I can swing it, he should go.  Unfortunately, after spending $2500 on an attorney last week, I don't really know if it's going to be possible to make it happen, especially by June.  Maybe I need to do my taxes this weekend and see what I'm getting back and then think about it some more.  I'd be uncomfortable with a tip jar.  It just isn't like me to "ask" for money.  I don't know.  He wants to go and my parents fully support it and said they would help pay, but this whole thing with the baby and me not knowing how much it's going to cost me to get through all that has kind of got me in a holding pattern.  This is obviously a limited time offer and I don't know that I can get my shit together in time.  Thank you ALL for your opinions on the matter though.

On "It's Going To Be A Battle"

Thank you all for your support on the Jordan thing.  He's such a freaking dick.  Things have been relatively quiet since court last week.  He didn't pay his half of daycare this month, so I've got him for contempt of court, which is awesome for me.  We go back next Friday and I'm sure that everything will be ok.  I've calmed down significantly about the whole thing since last week and am pretty confident I've got it handled and will end up fucking HIM over in the end because I'm going to ask for the whole custody agreement to be re-written so it's perfectly clear and not a cloudy mess in his favor.  As for the rash.  I've been tanning and slathering myself in cortisone regularly for like a week now, so it's starting to clear up without having to go to the doctor and begging him for a round of Prednisone.  The sinus infection?  Well, my head isn't pounding anymore, but I've still got some other things going on in my sinus cavity, so I may have to go to a real doctor.  One thing is for sure, I'm going to have to find a new doctor, since this one problem where when I lean my head forward and my whole sinus cavity burns isn't a concern to him apparently, since it's been going on for like 6 months now.

On "For An Escape Right Now"

Mike, you'll be disappointed living vicariously through me, lol.  Shoes, I'm trying to take care of myself, it's just not working for whatever reason, damn it!  Just Telling It, ugh, there was disappointment all around Sunday night.  I'll write that all up here shortly.....

Stay tuned.  I've got more crap to talk about today, I just didn't want to intermingle them all together :)