Thursday, July 1, 2010

I'm Such A Motherfu**ing Debbie Downer

I can't even put into words how shitty Josh made me feel last night.  I'm done.  I've seen just how viscous he can be and refuse to deal with it.  I don't think that there is anything that he could say to me that would erase what he said.  I know it's drugs talking.  He's decided going back to his previous life is what he wants to do.  Ok fine, I don't want any part of all that, but you didn't have to make me feel like that.

I think the Foo Fighters said it best

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Would you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
No, I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Would you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?


Well said Foos, well said.....

6 comments:

Cleopatra Jones said...

you definitely shouldn't let anyone treat you like that. it's totally uncalled for. i say kick him to the curb!

Noelle Marie said...

Nobody has the right to make you feel that way, and you deserve better. You deserve to be with someone who cares enough about you not to make you feel that way.

Tara said...

I really love you girls :) Thanks so much <3

Red Shoes said...

You can't save those who don't want to be saved...

You can't surround yourself with someone who is self-destructive and wants to destroy you as well...

You have to be self-preserving... first and foremost...

You have to let him go...

After all, it needs to be about you...

~shoes~

Unknown said...

I'd have to agree with the above posters about Josh. you can do much better

Tara said...

Thanks guys, good to hear it from a male point of view as well :)