Keep It Up....

This custody battle gets weirder by the week.  I had to go meet with E's attorney yesterday.  I was there for almost two hours, which probably pissed away my entire $500 retainer.  Ugh.  This now makes $500 a week that I'm putting out to lawyers.  Bullshit.... 

It was an informative meeting though.  I found out that Jordan has a new job and is currently working out of Dayton, which is approximately a two hour drive from his house?  Really?  No electrical companies in Columbus would hire a convicted drug dealer?  Hmmm....  Ok then.  This just furthers my case that even when E is in his care, he spends very little time with him, especially now with that kind of commute.  I suppose that means I'll be starting to get child support here soon.  The thing that sucks is they only give you the back support a little at a time, so it still fucks me over.  Oh well, I suppose...

The big bomb of the meeting?  His psycho bitch is pregnant.  All I can say to this is AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.  What the fuck have you done asshole?  First you go buy a house with this psycho, now you're having a kid with her???  Good luck with that.  In two years when you're divorced, she takes the house and we both get every penny you make for child support, I'm gonna give you the finger and say "I told you she was a cunt."  Ugh, that word makes me cringe, but if there's one person that deserves that label, it's her. 

Other than that? It seems that, like other people who reach rock bottom, he has apparently found religion.  What the fuck?  He invited the lawyer to attend church with them.  Umm what?  I'm sure this is more brainwashing on the part of the cunt to make their family look more well rounded than mine.  Whatever.  She wasn't buying it for a minute dude.  When she goes to the house and sees a place where children live looking like a museum where nobody is allowed to touch anything, her opinion of the fact you're a weirdo will only be more solidified..... and that's cool with me.

I was straight forward with my answers to her ridiculously personal questions, she related to me and understood exactly how he's been fucking with me for the last year.  He'll be lucky to get every other weekend when this is all done.  Keep digging that hole deeper Jordan, I'll be laughing the entire time......

Speaking of laughing, I seemed to have turned a corner yesterday.  I was retardedly giddy all day.  On the manic upswing I guess.  Or it could have been that 7 hours of uninterrupted sleep with a hot boy curled up with me in my bed Sunday night.  You know, one of those ones I'm supposedly fucking.  Ok, well this one I might occasionally be fucking, but for the most part, it's not like that.  It's more of a neither of us want to sleep alone kind of thing I guess.  In any case, it really doesn't matter. Point blank, I sleep better with a body curled up next to me.  No night terrors, no repeats of the things that I've witnessed, nothing.  Nice, blank sleepy time.

Speaking of sleepy time.  It's about time for me to grab a lunchtime nap.  Last night I couldn't push assholes out of the bar fast enough and only ended up with like 2 1/2 hours of sleep.  Work is kind of sucking today, but I can't afford to waste any more vacation days, so I'm here.  If I get an hour now, I'll be good until I get home around 4:30, then I can sleep the evening away....  Such an exciting life I lead....