An Explanation For Just A Curious Wife

Your comment "fucking christ! you STILL call this person a "friend," WHY?? personally, i would kick her ass first THEN never speak to her again.  sorry, that just came out.. i have a zero tolerance policy for shitty friends."

Here's what you guys don't understand.  As shitty as she is to me sometimes, and let me tell you, I could tell you other stories with us that would really have your head spinning, she is my other half.  As totally gay as it sounds (hello Jerry McGuire), she completes me.

She is the one person in my life that gets me.  We've gone years without speaking before and it's torn both of us up.  During those times, we've both made some of the worst decisions we've ever made.  What makes me angry about the whole thing right now is that instead of saying these shitty things to me (like she should have), us slugging it out and the whole fight being over with, she chose to go behind my back and talk shit to the kids.  If there's one thing that the big kids are, it's fiercely loyal to their mom. 

Why does she complete me?  Because if you knew both of us, you'd see that we're so much alike, yet so different.  She balances me out.  When I'm talking all crazy, she's either going to validate what I'm saying or look at me and say "You stupid psycho bitch, get a grip!"  She expects the same out of me.

Over the last couple of months there has been some strain on our relationship though.  Perhaps we crossed a line that we shouldn't have.  It seemed like the thing to do at the time.  I'm not going to go into detail with this one, but if you think hard enough, I'm sure you'll all figure it out.  Ever since then, things have been.... I don't wanna say weird, but we haven't been hanging out as much.

I don't know.  The whole thing just sucks because yeah, she is my best friend.  No matter what shitty things I say about her or she says about me, she'll always be my best friend.  Believe me, if the things that we've been through over the last 14 years weren't enough to tear us apart, this isn't going to.......