Soo....What's A Girl To Do?? Part 1

So, my cell phone, cable and internet at home are all turned off.  This is what I get for deciding that combined billing through AT&T would be the easiest way to pay my bill.  Perhaps it would have been if I would have actually paid the bill.  You know what?  It's their own damn fault.  This shit got outta control and they let it go far longer than they should have.  Now I owe them $1000.  Damn.  That's a lot of money...  BUT, after living one night without any of the technology that makes my life so much more interesting, I'm scheming ways to get it turned back on.  I at the very least need my phone.  I have three laptops that I need to work on tonight and sell.  That should help out a bit.  Everyone buys laptops.  Anyways, I was going through some of my writing last night, looking for the file that holds what is someday going to be my very own movie on the Lifetime channel and came across a survey that I did right about this time last year.  Some of the questions are the same as they were when I posted the big long random survey back in August.  Here's the fun part though.  I looked at my answers from a year ago, left them on there and then if I felt a need to change an answer, I added the new answer below the first one.  I'll break it up into sections, because it is SUPER LONG, but amusing if you've got nothing better to do this afternoon.  HAPPY HUMP DAY EVERYONE!!

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?
-turd, heh, it’s not in the spell check dictionary…

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
-Sure
-Yes, as a matter of fact, I usually put too many other people before me

How has this past week been for you? 
-uhh….better than last week I guess….

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
-Absolutely, sometimes it takes awhile to figure out the reason though…

Who are you disappointed in right now?
-no comment
-NP, he’s been a real douchebag pain in the ass

Have you ever broken someone's heart?  
-I’m sure back in the day….

Is there a reason for your MySpace song?
-Uhh yeah, all the songs on my playlist have reasons.

Do you do your own laundry?  
-Well, I haven’t seen the laundry fairy lately, so yes.

How many months until your birthday?
-7

What are you listening to?  
-TV
-iPod

Are you happy?  
-I try to be….Sometimes it’s hard

Are you good at giving directions?  
-Most of the time…

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-celery

Have you had more than three boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?  
-I don’t think so, but back in those days things were pretty foggy….

Is a best friend/boyfriend/girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
-Right now the people pissing me off aren’t “best” or “ex” anything….
-Yeah, I’m pissed at my “best” friend

Where are you currently?
-home

If you were upset, who's the first girl you would go to?  
-Usually unless she’s not picking up her phone.
-Nobody, I’d write about it and my blog readers would make me feel better

Who woke you up this morning?
-Unfortunately not a hottie, but my alarm clock.
-Unfortunately not MY hottie, but my alarm clock

Have you ever seen the movie "Little Miss Sunshine"?  
-Yes, this movie is fucking hilarious….

Ever had a crush on someone and you stayed up all night thinking about them?
-I ain’t got time for that…
-Yes, it’s totally gay, but I have…..

Ever meet someone on myspace and then met them in real life?  
-I don’t think so…
-No, my MySpace is only my closest friends, where I can write unrestricted, well… for the most part anyway

Do you talk 2 people that u don't know when u r out & about?
-Not usually.  My mom told me not to talk to strangers.

How long does it take for you to get ready in the morning?
-Not as long as most bitches…

Do you play any instruments?
-No, I’m not musically inclined.

Are you wearing perfume/cologne?
-Not right now.  I’m at home alone, so sense in wasting it….

Ever been to a concert?  
-This is a dumb question.  Can someone please let me know if you haven’t been to a concert and I’ll pull you out of the hole you’re living in?

What time is it?
-7:30 pm, I’m a loser
-9:30 pm, I’m still a loser

Favorite color?
-Black

Ever been in a car wreck?  
-I backed into a drunk driver once…..

Ridden a roller coaster?
-Well yeah, they’re my favorite at the amusement parks.

Have you ever been up in the Eiffel Tower?  
-Uhh no…  That would violate my no leaving the country rule…

Favorite fruit?  
-Pineapple
-Kiwi is really my favorite, but when I eat it, my throat swells shut

What is your favorite song currently?
-TI and Rhianna, Just Live Your Life
-Fall Out Boy – The (Shipped) Gold Standard

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
-Probably far too much.

How long ago did you hug someone?  
-It’s been quite awhile.
-I hug my kids everyday, but it’s been 14 days since I got a good hug…

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
-    Neither… But I guess it depends on the situation.

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
-Well sure, it’s usually funny.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
-It was ok.
-It was better than today

When was the last time you bought something?
-Something good?  It’s been awhile.  Necessities, yesterday.

Are you high?  
-No, but it’s certainly easier to cope when you are, isn’t it?
-No, but I wish I was….

Are you dating the last person you kissed?  
-Uhh no.
-Lol, still true, I have wandering lips….

Do you think you are a good person?
-I try, but obviously some people don’t see it that way.

Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
-Fuck no, cut those people out of your life.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?  
-I’m boring, watched my last DVR episode of Ultimate Fighter
-Still boring, I watched everything saved on my DVR because I knew it was getting cutoff today

Was your last kiss sober?
-Probably not…..
-Definitely not….

Do you like the person you are becoming?
-I’m ok with who I’ve become.

Are there things you can't live without?  
-Well yeah, but I’m coping with that…
-This question should read “Are there things you’re living without”  Yes, there are, I’m doing my best, but sometimes there’s no substitute for the real thing…..

Are you a morning person or a night person?
-Not really either one.  I guess night if I gotta say something.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?  
-This question is gay, I don’t know….

When was the last time you were on an airplane?
-May 6th, 2008

Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
-Not usually.  That’s why I have good friends.
-Never, they’re not comforting people…..

What can't you wait for?  
-Umm….  Getting my normal Friday night drunk dial booty call..  It’s amusing and never fails to happen.
-Ahh, I remember those days….Drunk booty calls,  not anymore…  I’m waiting another 16 days so I don’t have to spend the holidays alone….

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?  
-Well yeah and if you say you haven’t, you’re lying.
-Lots and lots of things….

Do you get jealous easily?
-Not usually.

Does anyone hate you?  
-I’m sure they do.  Do I care?  No….

Does anyone know your password besides you?  
-Uhh, I don’t know, maybe.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?  
-Well yeah.

Do you have tan lines?  
-No because I can’t tan right now and haven’t seen sun in weeks..
-No because my tanning place went bankrupt and took my money with them……

Parts two and three to follow....