Let's Break This Up Part 3 - Where I Am

Ha, you thought I was gonna say that I'm somewhere good.  You know, like vacation or somewhere.  Truth is, I'm lost in my own head today.  There's a ton going on right now and I'm trying to sort through it all and figure out how I'm going to get by until February when I'll get my tax return.

I refinanced the house.  Not sure if I mentioned that or not.  The assholes at the bank wouldn't do anything while I was still paying on my mortgage, so I stopped paying it.  Then they were more than happy to get my escrow back in line and roll those payments onto the end of my loan.  Not exactly what I wanted to do, but it's what makes sense right now.  Plus it lowered my payment over $150 and I don't have to make a payment until February, so I guess it all worked out in the end.

This is my last full week with Kyle.  He leaves again next Tuesday and won't be home until a couple of days before Christmas.  Currently I'm wondering what you would call our current relationship and what I'm supposed to do about Christmas.  You know, like getting him a gift.....  I think I need to get him shitfaced and have a relationship conversation.  I like him and enjoy spending time with him, because hey, having someone is better than having no one, but like I've said before, the age difference is eventually gonna be an issue.  He spends more time with Ev than his dad does, so the poor kid's probably gonna think Kyle's his dad.....  It's difficult right now.  I'm thinking maybe I need to break it off and go back to my normal ways, but who wants to be alone during the holiday season?

I don't know if I said anything about this or not and quite honestly, I'm too lazy today to go back and look, but I'm cooking my first turkey for Thanksgiving this year.  My mom informed me that they're not going to Pennsylvania this year because neither of my sisters are going and my stepdad has to work on Friday.  She told me that she know I don't have the money either, so we're all just staying home.  Uhhhh, ok.  There's always more than enough drama at Thanksgiving with 30 people and my poor grandma and grandpa footing the bill, so I'm happy to stay home and maybe get to do some "city" Black Friday shopping.  Over there, you have your basic Walmart, Sears, JcPenny and Staples.  Seriously, that's it......  So while I was getting groceries last week, I decided that I'm going to do Thanksgiving my way.

I bought a 15 lb turkey.  This is funny because only Gavin and I will eat it.  At least I don't have to fight with my sisters over who gets to take the white meat home!  There will be plenty of leftovers for me to have turkey sandwiches for a week, YAY!  It should be interesting to say the least.  I'll make sure to have Gavin take pics of the whole thing so that you can all laugh along with me because I'm sure it'll be interesting......

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, wanted to thank everyone for their well wishes about the eye.  The redness is all gone, but the spots remain.  I called the eye doctor and he said that they could take up to a month to go away.  I really wish I could get a decent pic of them because it's just weird.  Kinda looks like mold on my eyeball.  Anyways, I can put a new set of contacts in tomorrow, THANK THE LORD!!!  These glasses are killin me. 

Last but not least, I gotta point out a couple of new websites on my daily rotation.

This One is freaking hilarious.  F My Life.  Some days when I look at it, I realize that I don't have it so bad.

This One makes me realize why we have so many whacked out perverts and social deviants.  NEWS FLASH PARENTS, please don't tell your kids that boys and girls are different because a girl's pee pee fell off.  I can imagine that there were bunches of boys who just waited for this to happen to them one day.  Still the site is good for a good laugh.  Especially the ones about sex and body parts.

If you have some down time and wanna laugh a little, check both of them out!