Tuesday, May 11, 2010

They Call Me Heartbreaker....

But not today.  Today I think my heart broke just a little.  Kyle is leaving today to go back to work for 28 days.  I've seen him twice since he's been home this month.  It's been hard with the drunk messaging back and forth, but he has pretty much left me alone, with the exception of a couple weekends ago. 

This morning was like a smack in the face though.  He changed his Facebook status from "single" to "in a relationship".  WOW, that was quick.  Good for him though.  He deserved someone WAAAAAY better than me.  I can't say that it doesn't hurt, because even though I say I've moved on, I really thought he'd fight harder for me.  Oh well, such is life.

Good luck to you Kyle.  We had an amazing 9 months together....

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

first.... WWWHHHEEEEwwwww... i canNOT fall that far behind again. i feel like i just speed read a novel. a long novel.

second, why do you look green in that third pic?

sorry about kyle.. however, he's a kid, tara. and i know i'm reapeating myself when i say.. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH!

Tara said...

My bad. If I would have kept up with writing, you wouldn't have fallen so far behind. Yes, it was a LONG novel. Thanks for sticking to it and reading :)

No clue why I look green. It was winter, so I was a little pasty....

And yeah, I know. Just another casualty of war.... I'm over it. Josh is coming over tonight....

Martie said...

I know its hard to break up. Even harder when your replacement is standing there ready to take your place so damn fast.

BUT, he does look young. So...how hot is Josh?

They say the best way to get over one man is to get under a new one... ;)

Tara said...

You're absolutely right Martie and Kyle's only 20, so like I've said before, I knew it was never gonna be long-term.

Josh is good looking. Not my type, but I'll post a pic here somewhere real quick for everyone to see if I can find one that's decent....

Getting under a new one is exactly what I'm doing, lol :) Wouldn't have it any other way, but it was just a little shocking for a minute....